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By Anuja Madar Sitting
on stage at Joe’s Pub in New York City, Kiran Ahluwalia looks the part
of a serious musician. The stage is sparse, bathed in only red and blue
light, but Ahluwalia is dressed in a sparkling turquoise and lime green
Indian outfit. Her jet-black hair contrasts her fair skin, and her tiny
nose ring can only be seen by those who know it’s there. She sits in
the middle of her band—a tabla player, bassist, guitarist (her husband,
Indian jazz musician Rez Abbasi) and harmonium player—and tunes her
instruments with a strum of the tanpura cradled in her arm like a
newborn. The mostly white audience waits patiently for her to sing, and
decides it’s well worth it when her voice breaks the silence.
Music has been a part of Ahluwalia’s life since she was 5 and her
parents enrolled her in classical music classes in India, where she was
born. The family immigrated to Canada four years later, where she
continued learning music and started attending ghazal, a
form of classical music that traditionally centers on poetic verse,
concerts and Bollywood shows. Unlike other 10-year-olds in the 1970s
who were listening to Cher and Donny Osmond, Ahluwalia, now 40, was
listening to ghazal singers Jagjit Singh, Ghulam Ali and Mehndi Hasan.
“When I was down or depressed or sad,” she says, “it was always Jagjit
Singh who I listened to.” Ahluwalia spent
her life learning music, but in between got an MBA, worked as a bond
trader in Toronto and held jobs in radio and television. In 2001
and 2003, she released two Canadian albums, and her first self-titled
international release came out earlier this year. She will spend the
remainder of 2005 touring North America.
In 1990, she had a vision, one that included a
husband, a house in the suburbs, dusty-rose carpet and a dog. “When I
could see my future so clearly,” she says, “that’s what scared me. At
that time I was not prepared for that kind of future. I wanted to
fulfill my passion.” So she did what every Indian parent fears—she left
the security of a good job. Determined to pursue her dream, Ahluwalia
moved to India to study music full time. Her parents were upset (“There
was lots of yelling,” she says), but eventually they put her on a plane
to Mumbai with their support.
There, Ahluwalia kept the
schedule of a traditional classical music student. She spent eight
hours a day, seven days a week at her teacher’s house, practicing on
her own, with other students and one-on-one with her guru. “That
kind of lifestyle where I could ignore everything else . . . it would
be hard for me to do that in Canada, to be in isolation,” she says.
After
about five years, the ghazals of her childhood called her to Hyderabad,
where she studied under Vithal Rao, one of the last living court
musicians of the King of Hyderabad. The experience was nothing like
Mumbai. “My guru is not a teacher,” she says, “he’s a maestro. He’s
going to go to his studio and sing, and it’s up to you to figure out
‘How am I going to learn what he’s got?’ ” Mornings were spent
practicing on her own, and in the afternoon, students would start
streaming into the studio, where musicians and music lovers alike
gathered. Ahluwalia likens the environment to a mehfil, or musical
gathering, which is what she tries to emulate in her shows.
At
the New York show, she gets the audience to sing along to “Koka” after
explaining that the song is about a woman who reminds her lover of his
promise to buy her a nose ring. They laugh when she jokes that nose
rings will be a hot seller this Christmas, and clap along to other
upbeat tunes like “Jhanjra” and “Meri Gori Gori.” There is no dancing
in the aisles, but a few whistles escape the lips of listeners, and
when the show comes to a close, shouts of “One more!” can be heard
around the room. Ahluwalia and the band take their bows and look around
at one another before sitting back down. The language and the melodies
might be from a foreign land and tradition, but to the audience, it’s
just good music.
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